Tuesday, May 1, 2007
i cant explain this feeling
it comes when i soften
and goes when i harden
its hard to surrender when the outcome is obvious
felt very bad today
kept sweating even when the fan is switched on
and it dont feel good
))):
the splitting headache almost killed me
rahhh
but felt better later in the afternoon
TRIED to study
BUT
everything that went in most probably WILL come out
jasmine and kengling came over to study
studied for awhile
then played and crapped around
they were treated like queens
food and drinks were offered
haha
tuition was boring.
didnt really concentrate well
maybe tuitioning at night is a bad idea
okay
one day wasted just like that
one day closer to exams
))):
the fear still keeps me from moving on.
bleed at 9:06:00 PM