Wednesday, May 23, 2007
sometimes without knowing
uncontrollable eyes tend to wander somewhere else
had inter-class games today
heard some pretty bad stuffs about us
it was insulting
someone said we only know how to study
but in sports we're lousy
come on.
this is just a game??
and we just wanted to have fun
we gave everyone a chance to play
my class is practically all girls
35 girls for god's sake
we cant probably ask the good players to play only, right?
by the way, that was one of the rules
so just stop your stupid theories
we had fun
so who cares about winning and prizes
i shall forgive you
:)
and it was the first captains ball i played in sec 3 life
can you believe it?
haha
checking of scripts was bad
i was disappointed in myself
my results really deteriorated alot
i even failed one of my subjects
and almost all of the rest were border line passing
oh great
but surprisingly i felt nothing
numbness
it's over anyway
no point getting sad over it
i guess i've got to buck up
i wonder what my parents will do if they find out how badly i did
:/
shall not think about it
it seems horrible and terrible like a vegetable
haha
stupid cat freaked me out today
i was still in my own world when i opened the gate
the next minute
the cat was inside
shit
i stoned and looked at the cat
took for awhile to have the courage to walk in
i left the gate unlocked
and press the lift
eyes not off the cat
[just in case it pounce on me]
i practically ran into the lift and press the close button fast
the cat looked at me like i'm crazy
whatever
and i dont think i like dance
):
my butt still hurts
and i also dont like pw presentation
both are tomorrow
rah
bless the lord
hear the heart beat faster and faster.
bleed at 7:41:00 PM
