Saturday, June 30, 2007
i'm a big big girl
in a big big world
i'm tired
haha
just bathed
i feel so refreshed and clean
today was bad bad bad
not fun and exciting at all
the trip there was boring too
huien and i slept on the bus
and eeching sprain her foot
jiamin sprain her back
D:
everything was disastrous
this year's arts night sucks
jiamin was injured quite badly
and she couldnt dance
haii..
then most of us have to change places and actions
we panicked
nervous like shit
my heart beat like there's no tomorrow
i let joyce feel it
she went "omg.."
alot of others held my hand and squeezed it
encouraging me
i think they all know i'm nervous
anyway the performance wasnt good
we made alot of mistakes
and the audience wasnt good too
when they saw our costume
[the green one]
rahhh
not our choice, we have to wear it
everyone said we did well
i dont know is it comforting us
or the truth
:/
and i couldnt high during the finale
so i must have looked like some retard
waving hands around with a glum face
and and and
sweet friends of mine gave me roses!
rachel
xiao cheng & denise
yj
and ac
thank you!
:D
i gave some of them a big hug
too touched
haha
went to mac with mel and huien to eat supper
the dinner we have is like "???"
cause they said we will have teriyaki chicken, japanese food
i open the box..
two drumsticks, salmon[not nice], toufu[sour], some other stuff
IS THIS JAPANESE FOOD?
lols
so stupid
made me feel so excited for nothing
and we saw chinky at mac
i think i talked too much to him
he kept saying he'll walk me home
i refused and complained
said he can send melody home instead
he dont want!!!
i keep refusing
and he was so pekcek
i walked off in the end
:/
i made him damn pekcek
but i texted him when i reached home
i feel bad now
D:
cause i understand, he's caring for my safety
but i know how to protect myself la
and i wore my jacket all the way home
so hot
i sweated like crazy
so overall..
arts night is very sucky compared to sec one's
rahhh
nevermind
i'm looking forward to seoul garden and ROD
:D
money cannot be compared to sincerity
bleed at 1:21:00 AM
