Wednesday, July 4, 2007
crying cant solve problems
but it'll make you feel better and stronger
i'm so outta here
i dont like my parents>:@
look...
yesterday my dad said i am to come back straight after school
not only that
i have to call him
what am i?
a primary school kid?
and he said i have to sleep before eleven..
RAH
what is this?!?!
i dont understand why are they doing this
i didnt do anything!!
i just went downstairs yesterday
downstairs as in..
when you come down from the lift you can see me
i told them my friends have some conflicts
got some problems
and i have to comfort one of them
guess what they said?
my mum:
friend friend friend
i also have problems
do you want to come in and talk to me?
[sarcastic tone]
everything also friends
so many problems dont make friends!
dont go school also can
my dad:
why got so mnay problems?
what problems..
ralationship or friends
[repeats alot of times]
then he starts to ban me from everything
i dont want to say they suck or whatever
i didnt even scold them back
i respect them
after all they are my parents
but i really really tried to bear with them!
and i cried
why..
they dont understand
and they are making things so much worse
if they care more for their work
why cant i care more for my friends?
RAH
this is so unreasonable!!
my life is so sucky now
no handphone
cannot go out
must come home straight after school
sleep before 11
they spoiled my mood
i went to school today with a expressionless face
so i didnt crap much with kl and jasmine
and i smile fakely to people i see
sorry
):
didnt mean it
huien rested at home today
so i was kinda lonely
school seemed very sucky
i slept during the first few periods
yes.
very unusual
qian ning seldom sleeps
haha
oh well..
and mrs theresa said:
life is not all about white and black
there are many grey patches in between
i think it is logical
and today we handed in the donations
the highest donation was 10 bucks
second highest is 5 bucks
[thats me! :D]
haha
then ms choong shocked us when she suddenly say someone donated 100 bucks
we start asking who is it
it was ken
BUT
he didnt donate 100 bucks
it was $1.00
extra one dot
LOL
so stupid
and i think my dad's mood is better today
my stupid maid called my dad
she wants me dead
i said i bringing friends over
and she went to call my dad
wth..
and i answer the phone in a pissed tone
[i was frustrated already]
my dad asked why am i in such a bad mood
i said because of hot weather
:/
and he talked to me extra nicely?
hmm
either good mood or guilty
haha
i am confused.
bleed at 4:09:00 PM
i'm so outta here