Monday, July 30, 2007

everywhere and everything i looked

reminds me of you

思念是一種病

went school earlier than usual
the walk seemed long..
many things ran through my mind
oh man
i really dread going to school today
):
kept quiet for the starting of the day
but eelin that freak
i guess she had a loose wire today
she kept crapping, laughing and suaning me
she said all my friends gone..
all go OBS
):
still can laugh somemore
and i swear she's not normal today
more hyper than usual
so i asked why she she so happy
her reply was..
cause you no more friends, thats why i happy
so freak right?!?!
haha
but i guess she made me laugh a little
PE was okay?
i dont really think it was fun
but i sweated like crazy
[i told this to that freak. she said not like crazy cause i AM crazy]
and it feels good
maybe because its better than crying
especially in a place like school
and 5 free periods
good or bad i dont know
but fortunately there's things to do to keep me busy
keep my mind busy
i did tuition homework and all other homework
and talked about all sorts of things
we made the most noise
mr wong was so pekcek with us
and he caught me eating
:/
oops
i still asked him if he wants a bite
haha
after school.
dance..
then to the library to talk
emo talk, happy talk
mixed feelings you know..
home-ed
tuition-ed
the bus ride there is the worse i've ever encountered
i even brought freak along with me
i thought he could keep me accompany
but it seems like he makes me feel sadder
):
and tuition is extremely boring
practically the whole lesson i stared onto my paper
and my throat feels so dry,
hands turned white with coldness
it's just so uncomfortable
after that it was..
worse?
i waited for daddy to come
oh man
i hate to be alone.
i hate to let my mind wander
i hate to think
i hate i hate i hate it.
rah
but i still did.
and what's next is obvious.

oh well...

i'm typing weirdly

i am not myself

i will be okay though

soon.
i wet a tissue.

bleed at 9:46:00 PM

Monday, July 30, 2007

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