Tuesday, July 10, 2007
i wish i can dont bother
i wish i didnt cared
grey skies, blue days
i dragged my feet to schooland walked ever so slowly
so i reached school later then usual
PC was horrible
we talked about results
D:
my left arm hurts
somewhere near my left shoulder and my heart
[why all places but near the heart...?]
washing hands can even be painful
and chapel songs today seem to make sense
make sense as in it touches me?
while praying i cant help but teared
:/
sighhh
i dont know why on earth i'm feeling this way
i feel so numb
i cant really feel the anger there supposed to be
i'm kinda overwhelmed with sadness
and i really i wish i can feel nothing
this sucks
D:
time passed by so slowly today
crawled like a snail
i cant even smile happily once today
if i ignored anyone or whatever
i'm sorry
kat was nice and sweet today
she shared her burger with me
talking to abigail, daphne, kat and anthony made me feel better
abigail and i wished to have an older brother
one that is loving, caring and protective
:D
i'm grateful for jasmine's countless crapping to make me smile
haha
and last but not least..
huien
my dearest and i love most friend
she was with me when i really felt like crying
although i know she doesnt really know what to do
but her presence mattered alot to me
her two page letter made me cry too
she always make me feel important and cherished
i feel so appreciated and loved by her
no one else can give me such a feeling
and i am touched & happy
she's like a clover
hard to find, lucky to have
i am one lucky girl
i'm gonna smile cause i have her
:D
and can all those evil freaks out there trying to spoil our friendship just shoo
cause if i ever lose her
i think i will breakdown
)):
anyway
happy birthday, dora!
had your revenge, happy?
bleed at 8:49:00 PM
