Wednesday, December 26, 2007
trouble is the farther you run
the more you feel undefined
read a book today
"The Farther You Run"
nice book
i refused to go to the loo until i finished reading it
haha
and i cried
i dont know
it's like i understand exactly how the character in the book feels
although i didnt encounter such a situation
well, somehow somewhat almost the same?
anyway, i'm lazy to post about malaysia
some other time i guess
:)
it's like a club, see
with its own rules
you only get in when you love somebody who dies
it changes you, having death be so close
you see things different than before
and after awhile, you know stuff
but you cant explain to anybody outside the club
they may want to help
and they might even be willing to listen
but they wont get it
you cant talk to them, because they dont know
they might want to
but they cant
nobody can, until it happens to them
okay, i've got the urge to say something
HUIEN I LOVE YOU!
:D
[you should read the book too, i know you'll cry too]
bleed at 10:01:00 PM
