Friday, March 28, 2008
got me in a daze
got me blown away
SUPPER FOR TODAY
:)
i was very tired today
dozed off several times during lesson
yesterday, although i was quite weary
i just couldnt really get to sleep
so many things running in my mind
my brain and heart felt like exploding
no one to turn to
so i just cried to sleep
in fact, cried till i fell asleep
haha
anyway, i felt so much better in the morning
i dont feel the pain anymore
thats why sleeping and crying does works
:)
well, at least for me..
i talked to someone recently
he said, "你 很 会 忍"
i was just thinking if it was really true
maybe kinda
i kept everything to myself
i bear with this and that
kept quiet and let it pass
thought everybody has a reason behind everything they do
so much so that i had too much things kept inside
got emo and easily pissed
but sometimes others just dont understand
like how unreasonable can i get
why i'm so hard to understand
how come i'm so different compared to the past
is this the person he/she once knew?
ask me
and i wont even know the answer
cause i feel i'm different
i cant get back to the past
no matter how much i try, i just cant
i wish you knew
i wish you understand
because as days passes
i feel like i'm getting more and more isolated
there's no one to depend on but just myself
this feeling is really overwhelming
sometimes even smiling could be such a chore
i thought, "one day i would be all by myself"
and i laughed.
TAGS
Kengling: yeah, we won man~
haha, eeyer
not much of a difference lor..
bleed at 11:20:00 PM
