Wednesday, April 16, 2008
the fact that it came from you
it hurts just like a piercing knife
and i thought about it
maybe that's the way she thinks of me too
another big blow
i'm trembling with so much to say
the words bubbling at the tip of my throat
but they refuse to budge
they just wont spill
cause i know you guys wont listen
you guys wont believe me anymore
no matter what i say
it wont help
but i feel so bu gan xin
it was really not the way you think it is
it's so unfair to take the blame that i didnt even do
it's just so....
unfair
D':
you guys were the ones i truly treasured and loved
why wont you guys just trust me
i didnt like things to be this way
i am trying to make things back to how it was
it's tough, but i'm trying
but everything just keeps pulling me down
and it hurts so bad just to think of giving up
i dont think i can hold on anymore
i really cant.
but i guess i'm still being stubborn
clinging on to everything i can hold on to
bleed at 11:03:00 PM