Saturday, April 26, 2008
now all my days im filled with tears
wishing i could go back and change the years

You jump, i jump.
i woke up at 8 in the morning
subconsciously, wet my pillow and bolster
i almost thought i was crazy
cause i didnt dream of anything that was scary
but i realised
reality was my nightmare
i tried to sleepbut just couldnt
and the entire day
i felt very weird
this dreadful familiar feeling i had last year
they called it emptiness
i couldnt eat
i couldnt sleep
i couldnt concentrate on my studies
i tried to push away all those thoughts
but they just keep haunting me
D':
hello there
please drop a call
i'll be happy to hear your voice
maybe you can make me feel better
cause this feeling still refuses to go.
bleed at 7:36:00 PM