Thursday, June 5, 2008
i'm on the edge of crossing the line
i don't want to blow it
i was like a volcano
on the verge of erupting
i swear i could have killed someone
who do you think i am huh
but then again, i got even more pissed
with myself
what the hell was i doing
what on earth was i thinking
why am i doing this
WHY AM I SO PATHETIC?!
i used to think even if the whole world detest me
i will still love myself
because if i dont love myself, who would?
but hey, what a load of rubbish
i. hate. myself.
<-------------------this much------------------->
i wish i could slap myself awake.
[if slapping ever work]
i wasnt going to let you see
how i crumble everytime you did this to me
bleed at 8:39:00 PM