Thursday, June 26, 2008
it's hurts that i'm so unwanted for nothing
don't talk words against me
screwed the oral
i went to school with a stack of notes
practising and mumbling to myself non-stop
telling everyone i see "I'm scared. I'm scared!"
tried to speak chinese with the peeps
and i sounded horrible
like the channel eight, 7pm show
the Machi guy
haha!
and the whole oral process was scary
it was the fastest oral process ever in my life
i was nervous like shit
and when i saw the passage i almost fainted
even the first few sentences i have difficulty reading it
its like..
"Omg, what is this?"
and i went shit shit shit all the way
and then when the time was up
i went to sit at the chair to wait for bearbear to be out
i got so panicky
that i gripped my papers and closed my eyes
i tried praying
when i opened my eyes i got so embarrassed
cause the teacher was like looking at me
beckoning me to stand at the door
hahah
anyway the entire reading of passage was bad
stammered alot and stumbled on alot of words
i could fail
conversation was just a shock
but i tried my best to say whatever came to mind..
only thing is, i went to concentrate on one teacher
cause she's the one who asked me all the questions
so i looked at her and talk and talk and talk
then the other teacher laughed a little at what i said
*face the other teacher*
[i must have looked like i've just noticed her]
i was shocked at myself
cause i practically forgot that teacher's presence!
the big word SHIT blasted in my head
so i quickly tried to make eye contact with both of them
anyway everything seems so quick
it felt like less than five minutes
went back to class and many were there
i started complaining
then they all went to introduce me to Collin
i stared at that guy for awhile
and started to act angry and frustrated
going, " you! zxcvbnmasfkqweriop!"
everybody laughed
anyway we're all saying
"we're doomed we're doomed we're doomed"
but we were all happy
finally, it's over!
we took pictures, but i dont have it
wait till i have it and i'll post it
:)
and special thanks to:
1. Owner
for wishing, for practising with me
and the rewards for my hard work
2. Katherine
communicating with me in chinese during lessons
3. Carmen
for wishing
4. Sylvester
for wishing
5. Kin Ing
for communicating chinese with me during recess
6. Eelin
for practicing with me
and making me laugh and feel less nervous
7. Selina
for wishing
8. Shufeng
for wishing
9. and of course, my classmates
10. anson and whoever that shouted good luck to me
thank you, i appreciated it
:)
i thought of this and imagined it
and i really think this is funny and cute
i told others, some laughed
while some stoned at me as if i've a loose wire
haha
here it is...
imagine going into the examination room
me: 老师早
teachers: 同学们好
altogether: *sings* 我们开始上课了
haha!
:D
bleed at 10:28:00 PM
