Wednesday, August 13, 2008
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i was scared the entire day
met xinying on the way to school
she and her mum were staring at me
but i didnt realised
because i was too engrossed in mumbling to myself
i felt so dumb after realising i was being stared at
especially because it's xinying and her mum
lols
but anyway
the oral was bad
the picture and reading especially
):
the picture, i had so little things to talk about
carmen agreed with me on that
i couldnt even smile properly to the examiners too
because my freaking lips cracked very badly
i drank two bottles of water
but my mouth still felt as dry as ever
sighh
i bet the smile i delivered seems like a painful smile
haha
i was kinda depressed at my performance
and staying in the room
listening to nicolette's oral made me feel worse
she's like so good lah
but ken's made me laughed to myself
so funny and cute
the teachers were laughing too
i know i shouldnt laugh
because..
one, i'm eavesdropping
two, it's very rude
but nicolette and i couldnt help ourselves haha
i told him it was funny
and he laughed
lols
listening to his oral kinda cheers me up
:)
went for remedial till 5.30
and chiong home to bathe and eat
and then back to school for night study
time flies exceptionally fast
makes me feel like i didnt study at all
):
oh well
i better be studying for chemistry test
tons of things i'm still clueless about
rahhhh
anyway,
jasmine and huien
sorry, but you know my father....
but still, thank you for being so thoughtful
really
:D
bleed at 10:12:00 PM
